“I feel like, for me personally, I’ve lost two people,” the Glee star says in her first revealing interview since the death of her co-star and boyfriend, Cory Monteith. She also opens up about “The Quarterback,” Thursday’s episode that pays tribute to Monteith and his Glee character.

On Thursday, Glee fans will finally see the episode that says goodbye to Finn Hudson, the high school quarterback turned glee club coach portrayed by Cory Monteith, who died of a drug overdose in July.